hmm today has been a day full of bad. I'm iller than i was the last time i wrote, and I'm pissed off now as well. I had to work 6 hours yesterday, and i felt like poo. then i had an arguement with someone who i adore, and now we're hardly talking which has saddened me. He's the only person i trust with everything, and i love him soooo much it hurts to be away from him, and now we're not talking. :( aaaarrrrghhh if everything happens for a reason... then why is this happening? its pathetic. I cant even talk to him anymore. everything i say and do, i feel that I'm doing something wrong. I dunno... maybe im imagining it, but i dont think he tru